Maybe Suicide ?


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  Posted on April 21, 2013 04:22
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Hey, I want to share my story for a second.

Ok.. I'm 17 Years old and there is something wrong with my mouth, like I have no front teeth but I did 6 years ago but they were so small I had to get them surgically removed. In middle school, I was pretty much talked about for my mouth, called names such as " Gummy / Gummy Bear / Young Gummy " It really didn't bother me as much in middle school. But As I got up into highschool I couldn't live with this shit anymore. I haven't had a girlfriend since elementary school. Makes my life so hard, so when I was in the 9th grade only a few knew since I moved alot due to my mom and home issues. 10th grade ehhh not many knew. 11th grade THIS YEAR. I believe some people know but they won't tell me. I'm not a quiet person, but due to this It makes people feel like Im not friendly. I have to isolate myself from certain people to avoid getting talked about in my face. The question always comes up when I talk to someone without showing my teeth. They say " Why don't you ever smile?" I can't tell them why. I told my mom about it she says tell them you had baby teeth and had them removed. But she doesn't understand what people are like in this world. They don't care what happen to you, they are still gonna talk about you. After a while I'm at this dentist and he's trying to cut my gums and pull some teeth down but I have so many impacted teeth they never seen anything like it before. So he put an appliance under my gum to put wires through the loops. Last week, I just to go back, to get some more gum cut. After that was done and I got in the car I cried in front of my mom. She said what's wrong, I told her " I hate this " she said " Hate What " I said this, what I ment was my mouth being like this. So Im thinking to myself why is this happening to me.. I just wanna smile for once haven't smiled in 6 years I have friends but they never seen me smile, eventually they will ask why.. and not be my friend anymore. But I made my mother cry cause someone told me that she is doing everything she can to help me. And Im almost done with highschool and I never went to prom had a GF in HS. Life just sucks for me. Yesterday I went to another doctor he's telling me that he wants to do surgery on me. So basically Im gonna lose more teeth + my top wisdom teeth. If I do lose my bottom teeth then it's pretty much over for my social life for my senior year. I think everyday should I suicide or not. Idk man.. It's just to much pain.. I have to live with. And my memorial days are done.. Recently I watched this video and she knows exactly how I feel X

My question to you is.

What else is there for me...
  Posted on April 21, 2013 04:27
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That's rather tragic bro.

Suicide is never the answer. It's a cowards way out, and I don't agree with it.
At the same time, no one should ever go through what you're having to go through. Coming from a guy who had to have all 4 wisdom teeth removed, braces for 5+ years and surgery on his bottom jaw, I can kinda know what you're feeling with the fear of smiling and being rejected.

Look, nothing should be worth throwing your life away. You can still find a purpose, even if its different from everyone else. You just have to find faith in something, doesn't have to necessarily be social interactions. There are plenty people who haven't dated for various reasons in high school, just keep it together and find something that makes you happy.

Also, dentures?
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  Posted on April 21, 2013 04:29
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Ever try brushing your teeth? Might stop 'em from falling out.

If you expect to get a serious ass answer on a Flash game about a cartoon Anime, you must be crazy.
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  Posted on April 21, 2013 04:30
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Coolidger wrote:
That's rather tragic bro.

Suicide is never the answer. It's a cowards way out, and I don't agree with it.
At the same time, no one should ever go through what you're having to go through. Coming from a guy who had to have all 4 wisdom teeth removed, braces for 5+ years and surgery on his bottom jaw, I can kinda know what you're feeling with the fear of smiling and being rejected.

Look, nothing should be worth throwing your life away. You can still find a purpose, even if its different from everyone else. You just have to find faith in something, doesn't have to necessarily be social interactions. There are plenty people who haven't dated for various reasons in high school, just keep it together and find something that makes you happy.

Also, dentures?

Ehh, dentures aren't worth it, You lose all your teeth I just found out. I didn't know that. I just want teeth throughout my highschool year. 6 years with no teeth. Feeling Isolated is just...


@SandMan, I've notice that there are people everyone who can share their experience that are close to mine as the guy above you did. Even though its not as bad as mine. It's still an answer I was looking for.
  Posted on April 21, 2013 04:32
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You man the fuck up. On the real, that is a time heal wound time can repair it, it's understandable that you missed alot but it's not that great.




but for you it may take some time but you will pull through there's much more out there i can't guarantee it'll get easier or less depressing but i can say it could be worse. V

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  Posted on April 21, 2013 04:33
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Sandmanxx23 wrote:
Ever try brushing your teeth? Might stop 'em from falling out.

If you expect to get a serious ass answer on a Flash game about a cartoon Anime, you must be crazy.
Proved this wrong. Point, Melon. :smile

@Sage:
Yeah, it's hard feeling alone, no matter the circumstances. Coming here and spewing your problems to get people to pity you, or whatever your intentions are, won't help you feel any better though. Not on a public forum where you'll be disregarded.

Best bet is to become a part of a community, perhaps this one, and make friends from showing a more positive outlook, have conversations. You can make a few friends here if you try hard enough, that might help. Internet friends > no friends.
Honestly, that's all i can suggest. You seem like a smart enough kid, i'm sure you'll figure things out.
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  Posted on April 21, 2013 04:33
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get dentures. i have honestly never once paid attention to someone's teeth.
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  Posted on April 21, 2013 04:33
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Sage___Naruto wrote:
Hey, I want to share my story for a second.

Ok.. I'm 17 Years old and there is something wrong with my mouth, like I have no front teeth but I did 6 years ago but they were so small I had to get them surgically removed. In middle school, I was pretty much talked about for my mouth, called names such as " Gummy / Gummy Bear / Young Gummy " It really didn't bother me as much in middle school. But As I got up into highschool I couldn't live with this shit anymore. I haven't had a girlfriend since elementary school. Makes my life so hard, so when I was in the 9th grade only a few knew since I moved alot due to my mom and home issues. 10th grade ehhh not many knew. 11th grade THIS YEAR. I believe some people know but they won't tell me. I'm not a quiet person, but due to this It makes people feel like Im not friendly. I have to isolate myself from certain people to avoid getting talked about in my face. The question always comes up when I talk to someone without showing my teeth. They say " Why don't you ever smile?" I can't tell them why. I told my mom about it she says tell them you had baby teeth and had them removed. But she doesn't understand what people are like in this world. They don't care what happen to you, they are still gonna talk about you. After a while I'm at this dentist and he's trying to cut my gums and pull some teeth down but I have so many impacted teeth they never seen anything like it before. So he put an appliance under my gum to put wires through the loops. Last week, I just to go back, to get some more gum cut. After that was done and I got in the car I cried in front of my mom. She said what's wrong, I told her " I hate this " she said " Hate What " I said this, what I ment was my mouth being like this. So Im thinking to myself why is this happening to me.. I just wanna smile for once haven't smiled in 6 years I have friends but they never seen me smile, eventually they will ask why.. and not be my friend anymore. But I made my mother cry cause someone told me that she is doing everything she can to help me. And Im almost done with highschool and I never went to prom had a GF in HS. Life just sucks for me. Yesterday I went to another doctor he's telling me that he wants to do surgery on me. So basically Im gonna lose more teeth + my top wisdom teeth. If I do lose my bottom teeth then it's pretty much over for my social life for my senior year. I think everyday should I suicide or not. Idk man.. It's just to much pain.. I have to live with. And my memorial days are done.. Recently I watched this video and she knows exactly how I feel X

My question to you is.

What else is there for me...
That sounds really horrible but if you hang out with nice people and you tell them what happened I think they would sympathize. Don't worry about highschool and going to prom and all that. I haven't done any of that and I'm just fine. If you're in your senior year I would imagine there to be atleast a minimal amount of maturity among your peers, and honestly, if they try to make fun of you; call them out and tell them how much of a dick they are being in front of everybody. If you really want it to stop you could make up a lie and say something extremely bad happened so they will leave you alone.

Just keep goin man. Once highschool is over a lot of new opportunities will open for you.
  Posted on April 21, 2013 04:34
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Dude.Just don't care.Smile all you want.Just ignore everything and everybody.Be happy!You know,my one front tooth is bad too.But i always smile.For once,I hate that tooth.But ignore it.Just be happy.U don't get GF is not because of ur teeth.IDK about that.But im sure that they are not related.Be happy and stay cool and girls will like you. :cool .So ur friends.If friends doesn't want to be with u cause of ur teeth,fine.Just don't ever call themThey are not real friends.Find a friend who can understand ur feelings.
  Posted on April 21, 2013 04:35
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So just asking... Do you brush your teeth/gums?
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  Posted on April 21, 2013 04:35
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why would u even post this story? :huh :huh
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  Posted on April 21, 2013 04:36
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yelinhtet wrote:
why would u even post this story? :huh :huh
Why would you even respond if you have nothing positive to say? :huh
  Posted on April 21, 2013 04:36
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I just can't sympathize for someone who is contemplating suicide because he has some problems with his fucking teeth.

Is your life really that fucking hard? If something like this makes you contemplate killing yourself, you a pathetic excuse of a human being.

Man the fuck up.

Focus on your fucking school, keep your grades up. Get out of highschool. Highschool is filled with a bunch of judgmental, immature faggots. When you get to college, people will be a lot more accepting of your life and your problems.

And these are your teeth we are talking about, I'm sure there are plenty of options for you to get fake teeth, or some sort of surgery to get implanted fake teeth.

If you expect to lose all your real teeth, might as well lose them and replace them with some fake ones.
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  Posted on April 21, 2013 04:39
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lilnaruto_legend wrote:
yelinhtet wrote:
why would u even post this story? :huh :huh
Why would you even respond if you have nothing positive to say? :huh
why would u even be postitive on a flash based forum?
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  Posted on April 21, 2013 04:40
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The world is full of tragedy and disappointment, there is little reason to smile. Why should I be smiling after the only person I've appreciated entirely moved away after dating me for a week, hm? But honestly, you're too afraid of everything. You're afraid of other people pointing out something about yourself that you basically understand that you can't change or control. So what do you do? You live with your problems. You become proud of your flaws. Stop caring about other people because they haven't done shit to you. If you can't live with yourself, then what's to live for? Have some courage and respect for yourself. High school's a puppet show anyway.
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