The "Share something about yourself" Character Building Activity - Page 9

Haha, oh boy am I gonna get laughed after saying the following things..but..haha..

So..
I'm quite emotional guy. More emotional than you'd normally expect from a boy. I was like this even in my high school, which was one major reason why I was bullied back then. Boys aren't supposed to show emotions. At least weren't back then. I've also gone through hours of therapy.

I'm quite shy person too, I'm soon 19, well in couple months, I've yet to have girlfriend or even experience my first kiss.

I have issues of believing in "God" or anything similar..entity as such.

At this rate, I'll be starting an second year as "ronin" soon. Ronin refers to a person who haven't gotten into any schools after high school.

Despite the way I speak in this forum, I'm too quiet and shy person. I have issues with talking people. I tend to start mumbling and whatnot whenever I'm talking with strangers or attempting to "make friends"

I tend to over think "what should I do? How will they react" and so on. Which usually ends up in me backing out from the situation.

I have major issues with my relationship with my father, I wish things weren't really like this.

I tend to think of others well being over mine first. I've been abused due this quite often in the past.

Any additional money I get, I burn it on mangas & anime dvds.

I lack confidence.

I dislike my face. Although I do think that the glasses makes them look slightly better..

I feel heavy pressure from certain performance..

I tend to pull off jokes from serious matters.

I have a "thing" towards strong female persons. Make it slightly older than me, strong female persons. By strong I don't mean physically.

I have almost three, four or five times more friends in the internet, all over the world, than people I know face to face. I know probably most of these guys in the internet better than some of the ones I know face to face..

I'm very worried of my future at times, there's so many things I want to do and places where I want to go.

I don't feel any kind of "ties" to my family. I feel almost like an outsider.

I think this is more than enough to open of..

i know what you can do to solve your money problem. STOP OBSESSING OVER 3RD PARTY ANIME! & your a super genius, which kinda pisses me off. if you take the money advice, you can save up for collage. use your internet relationship skills in real life. spend time with your family & they will suddenly matter more to you. talk to your dad & youll both feel better. find a religion that just feels right for you. use your emotionalness to get girls. they LOOOOOOVE the feelings crap. remember, you are as important as anyone else. go to an expert about your face. they know what there doing. dont be shy. you are a super genius, remember? when meeting new people, remember that they're just people. believe in yourself, youll find a girl, trust me. thats all i have to say. im probably gonna get in trouble for posting something this big. its worth it.

I'm an collector. I can't help it but to get the lovely mangas & dvd boxes to my bookshelf.

I'm not really a "genius", more of a person with just some common sense. Which I sometimes lack too.

College is free here, all you basically have to pay up is the books and minor items such as those.

I'm not about to go to get my face redone..

I'm not much into religions at all. If I were to choose one, it'd be probably an asian religion. Those sounds interesting. Only reason I'm still part of church is that in case my future wife wants to get married in an church, it is possible.

I do know the answer of how I should change myself, but to execute those actions is different story. To hear 6-7 years of "you suck, you are gay, you're useless" and lines along like those has it's effect..